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mental, physical, emotional, spiritual ... best investment, ... nothing is worth it without " H E A L T H "

It Is NOW! B- R- E- A- T- H- E- CHRIST B- r- a- i- n- That Lives s- t- o- r- m- IN ME
It is now Christ that lives in me

Wednesday, August 8th, 2018 >>>>> -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>
acupuncture appointment 0930
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Thursday, August 9th, 2018 >>>>> F - O - R - W - A - R - D >>>>>
I am getting everything done that I plan; I feel like it's been longer than a just a day, still I feel ....EMPTY??? not going in the direction I want? the round about way? it's OK? got no choice? puff!@#$%^&* nothing to do about nothing and at the end of the day I was..... undone, totally wasted, emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually.... lost it all?????
looking forward to acupuncture tomorrow morning I managed to regroup after having a bowl of cereal tomorrow is another day
Sunday, August 12th, 2018
Friday came and went and so did Saturday hell of a ... Hell of a ... HELL OF A ... weekend struggled with Josephine about her car and letting me use it for rideshare
don't know what is right yes I do ... Yes I do ... YES I DO!!!
Anyway; Sunday has been about recuperating / regrouping and getting ready for a lot of driving.
what will be will be ... las buenas intenciones son del diablo.
time to define short, Medium & LONG term goals.
It Is NOW! B- R- E- A- T- H- E- CHRIST B- r- a- i- n- That Lives s- t- o- r- m- IN ME
Monday, August 13th, 2018 0924
managed, Managed, MANAGED ...

1030 acupuncture appointment to try to keep my e-Motions in check. Wednesday, August 15, 2018 1038
one day after alflredo painted the patio. We need to put it back together.
I am coping with the driving, hopefully I'll make the bonus $190
going to Costco? then to the VA post op visit at 1530 and then I'll try to drive.

got to take it one instant at the time: AGGRAVATION is not worth one instant. Friday, August 17th, 2018 1000
-f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>> Wil I am 's day
bout time

got to take it one instant at the time: AGGRAVATION is not worth one instant.
OK Ok ok...OK Ok ok ... ok maybe? NOT! ... OK
had a profitable so/so day from 8pm - 4am $200 ok
need to step it back / all the way back. Just let it flow; AGGRAVATION NOT!!!
to much stinking thinking. >>> F O R W A R D >>>>>>>>>>>>>


...............................................1801
looks Like might make it through the night, feeling more rested
Josephine fixed a tuna salad, we are about to eat
I'll wash the car ??? , take a shower and go to work
It Is NOW! B- R- E- A- T- H- E- CHRIST B- r- a- i- n- That Lives s- t- o- r- m- IN ME
Saturday, August 18th, 2018 0939
exhausted after 12 hours of driving
got a chance this morning to take some great pictures of Geronimo
had some toast and coffee, it is time to collapse and start all over at 2000 hours.
should make the bonus by Monday 0500
Sunday, August 20th, 2018 2052


*** E P I F A N I ***
>>> time does not stop.>>>
...............................................2104............ tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............. get on fucking living, or.......get on dying?
It Is NOW! B- R- E- A- T- H- E- CHRIST B- r- a- i- n- That Lives s- t- o- r- m- IN ME ...........................2311

-f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>

tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............. Tuesday, August 21st, 2018 0822
$ 1042.41 LYFT's bonus fiasco?
$ 135.98 UBER's
time for the PRESENT ... acupuncture appt. 1000 after missing yesterdays -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>


tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............. Friday, August 24st, 2018 0900
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  1. gave Josephine $500 for the months of August / September
  2. talked with my mother; her diverticulitis flared up, she's got it under control.
    suggested she worry about nothing but breathing, taking in that almighty essence that is GOD.
  3. talked to Josephine, she went to Mayo to see the Dr. for skin cancer
    she will go to the big Fry's and come home.
  4. got everything ready and in order if I want to go to work later on
  5. finally got a chance to log progress on my log
    -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>
    ....................................................................................1346
    nothing to do but breathe, Breathe, BREATHE. The breath of life. The breath from GOD .....................................................................................2222
    tomorrow I'll go to Costco and pick up the new phones... nothing else adooo, just breathe.
    It Is NOW! B- R- E- A- T- H- E- CHRIST B- r- a- i- n- That Lives s- t- o- r- m- IN ME
    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............. Saturday, August 25st, 2018 0935
    Lets get moving to Costco, Fry's, car wash, ... on>>>ward >>>>> -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>> breathe, Breathe, BREATHE

    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Wednesday, August 29th, 2018 1111 p e r f e c t
    C - H - E - C - K - L - I - S - T > > > > > > >
    jazmin directory

    Friday, August 31st, 2018 1743 - viento en popa -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >
    breathe, Breathe, BREATHE










    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Wednesday, September 5th, 2018 2323
    E Q U A N I M E - M A D R E -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>>>

    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Friday, September 7th, 2018 2323
    K I S S
    keep it simple stupid
    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Saturday, September 8th, 2018 1122
    after a week of struggling from what I thought: "burnt out after driving 12 hour shifts for a week".
    yesterday after laying down for a nap,
    I had to get up suddenly because I had a big wad of mucus literally expelled from my system.
    so besides being tired from the driving; obviously, I picked up some virus
    since I was struggling even while driving the last couple of days.
    FREE AT LAST, FREE AT LAST, THANK GOD ALMIGHTY, I AM FREE AT LAST
    for I am far from 100%, I feel 100% better.

    mental, physical, emotional, spiritual ... best investment, ... nothing is worth it without " H E A L T H "
    - M - I - N - D - F - U - L - N - E - S - S -
    conscientious -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>>> thinking action

    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Sunday, September 9th, 2018 1809
    sunset of the jewish new years eve, year 5779
    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Wednesday, September 12th, 2018 1212
    EQUANIMITY yin / yang / yuan
    Josephine shlept all morning; her pre-physical for her surgery, removal of melanoma on her shoulder
    I need to unload my past to be able to attain and maintain "EQUANIMITY"
    I can not change the past, I can not fix the future;..."EQUANIMITY", I can, I Must, I WILL!!! attain.
    Will I am

    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Friday, September 14th, 2018 1212
    en la madre - spent the night at the hospital; migr-anas, all is good.
    she is being released, headache: NOT!!! more
    Will I am......maintaining e - q - u - a - n - i - m - i - t - y
    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Wednesday, September 26th, 2018 1010
    managing...mmm ... managing to take an instant for what is worth; nothing, "EVERYTHING"
    the state of being human (HUMAN BEING) there-in lies the rub.
    recognizing this FAULT is the first step to go ...
    conscientious -f> -o> -r> -w> -a> -r> -d> >>>>>>>>>>>>> thinking action

    tic-tok, Tic-Tok, TIC-TOK !!!............... Saturday, September 29th, 2018 121212
    get into the business of living! Get Into The Business Of Living!! GET INTO THE BUSINESS OF LIVING!!!;


    ...or, start dying. it is all / All / ALL!!! about living
    mental, physical, emotional, spiritual ... best investment, ... nothing is worth it without " H E A L T H "



    focus - T - A - S - M - A - N - I - A -
    It Is NOW! B- R- E- A- T- H- E- CHRIST B- r- a- i- n- That Lives s- t- o- r- m- IN ME
    It is now Christ that lives in me